The mildest summer I can remember is upon us. It’s not too hot, it’s not too cold, it’s just perfect. Which is good. I don’t like being warm, sweating, well unless I’m in a fursuit. Fursuiting is the exception. Check out the Torvus facebook page here.
Last night I went to a car/music-event for Hi-Fi Klubben at the American Car Club locale. They had microphones up in car engines and played it of on large custom built speakers in facility with music.
They may look small, but thay are infact over 2 meters (about 7 feet) tall
Torvus on the way back home in the car, still smiling as usual
As you can see, I brought Torvus along with me it was jolly good fun. The conférencier and manager of the shop that provided the speakers was very happy he showed up. Torvus got and gave lots of hugs.
Here I am the day after thinking of how fun that evening was. And yet a little sad, you see I feel used and I am sad that I schedule and plan things and are patient with people just to see that things go down the drain and people disappoint me and some even stab me in the back.
It often happens, a lot more often than I would think is normal and it happens only with me it seems, no one else is affected by a friend’s decision as me. Maybe I’ll get back to that feeling another time.
Now, this summer I was planing on moving. I was going to move with a friend, we had talked about it for months, almost a year I would say. He somehow turned a month ago and said he would be fair and publish a post on a forum we both go to about the room, I said okay, I will check it out. And I have been. I learned today that he just went and gave it to someone else. So to agree and waited patiently doesn’t mean anything to this “friend” then. Seems to me he always have an habit to ask someone else someone else.
Planned a weekend earlier in March where he and I would meet up with my ex, but then he was just hanging out with my ex. As usual I was a third, fifth, or training wheels. Planned a weekend where I was supposed to sleep over earlier in january with him but he talked about the a party something I had no interested in being a part in.
It’s not like I haven’t told him this. I sat in his bed talking to him about times he disappointed me. Goodness, he said he was sorry for those things before and would make it up. I’d believe letting me move in with him would be that. Not only have me as his friend he can use to cry on the shoulder of and not any more.
What do you think I should do with this kind of friend? I told him I’m think we should stop being friends.
On another note, as those of you who know me knows I tend to sleep, A LOT. Sleep takes up most of my time it seems, I do not know what is going on. I have almost no energy, do not know how it is. I have all my body needs. Startet taking vitamin D supplements for example. My doctor says I have very low vitamin D level, so naturally enough I try to supplement it. I do not think there’s anything wrong with my diet. Maybe it has something with bread and such, I eat quite a lot of bread / wheat. 2 slices for breakfast, lunch and evening meal. Will consider cutting back on it a bit.
My favourite breadspread
I don’t always sleep much, rather sometimes it is only between 4-6 hours of sleep. It is very strange. I always had a weird sleeping pattern. But I think the worst about it is when I sleep between 12-20 hours :P
Got any suggestions on how to wake up at the proper time and stay awake?